Friday, June 17, 2005

New Outlook

Did you ever have a couple days where you thought you were headed for disaster from complete exhaustion? Well, I thought I was on my way there. But over the last couple days something has changed. I'm not sure how to put my finger on it but I feel different. Maybe it's my long emails with Tamara about growing up, or maybe it's listening to Theresa tell me how insane I am for working so much, who knows. But I've realized that this two job thing I've got going on right now is not going to last forever and that's ok. It's something I have to do for now, and I'll reassess later on. Something inside me has become happier and even more excited then I've been. Work has been tiring me out, but now I feel like I've got a handle on my schedule. I don't know if it's the thought of being in Europe next month with Alex, or talking to my friends again now that I've figured out when I can use the phone, or if it's just that I've come into my own in Washington and I've finally figured out how to work this city. But I'm over the exhaustion and ready for whatever's next. BRING IT ON!


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